I Love you...

My life..and my blog would be incomplete if I wouldn't mention this man who completes me.....
His eyes were to die for...He is " Oh! my god hot.."...!!!!!
Simply charming, makes me life amazing!!!!

April 4th 1979 was the birth date of the love  of my life..he's my man..!! ;)

Ricky Pointing and Brett Lee were two such Aussie's who were always a part of my so very long crush list~..
But oh! boy , this particular Aussie took my heart and soul....away..!!!

27th July 2007 was the first time I saw "10 Things I hate about you.. "
 The film..still even today remain's my favourite..
That night I dream't of being Julia Stiles...And I so wish it was true but Damn..I wasn't..!!!!

Earlier I thought I was infacuated...but no! I was so very wrong!
Another handsome in my crush list!

Started watching his film's...
I was completely moved by his performances in The Patriot , Monster's Ball and  Brokeback Mountain..

So he was an actor..a amazing one!

Now, it was A Lot Like Love..
Thanks to Cupid..!! I was deeply and madly in love with this actor.!!!


And then came 22nd January 2008, one of the most shattering days of m life!!!!
I so wish this day never existed....
The news told me he was no more!!!
I cried...:'(
Thought's within me..." He left me???? "
"Din't he know how much I Loved him??? "
I was BROKEN!!!!!!
No I din't want a sad ending...I had dream's of living together, Babies...and a lot more !
People thought I was silly...especially my friends...

Then came the movie Dark Night...I was totally in love with the joker!!!!!
People thought my love was a joke..it wasn't!!! :(

Mum saw the unhappy me..
According to her falling for a drug addict was madness !!!
But....When love is not madness its not love..I said...!

It was clear...
I LOVE HIM.....!!!!

I remember playing spin the bottle with my friends at a party..
I was asked "Ïf You and He were together on an island....all alone..
and he would asked you, when do u wanna do it..wat would you say? "
I said "I would tell him LETS DO IT NOW...without the c***** !!!!!

Okay..people may think I am silly mad foolish..etc etc etc...
I don't care...actually I do!
But...
I want the entire world ti know if there was ever love it was mine for him!!!!!
Well...there is lot more...I wish he was there! I miss him...A LOT..actually...
My dreams remain dreams only..:(

But a quote from the Alchemist says "And when you want something ; all the urniverse conspires in helping you to achieve it!!! "
So, I hope to get him someday and fullfill all my dreams with him!

To Health Ledger If ur listening,
For each day I love you more Today than yesterday and less than tomorrow....!!!
p.s  : I miss you...