Just the horrible phase I'm going through! *cries*
Learning it the hard way...
I don't know if I'm getting better or just used to the pain..
Whatever, It sucks to be alone, even when there are people all around you..!!!!
Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again. So when life gets tough you can just play pretend. I wanna go back to when Santa did exist. When your daddy an brother were the only boys you ever kissed. When Disney World was the best place to be. When the only movies you could see were rated G. When your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn't change...and your friends were the same. And every time you were sad or you had a bad day. You could just run to mum and it would all be okay. I wanna go back to no hurt...and no pain...just laughter. When everyone always lives happily ever after.
There are times, That I just feel so lost!
Thankfully work keep's me occupied !
But at the end....
You find your family member's annoying and irritating!
A cell-phone you never want to look at!
The social network site which never seemed boring as it feel's now!
The hatred and unnecessary fight's with the one's who care and love you..!!
Getting close to the one's you once upon a time tagged as "enemies or good for nothing creatures"..!!
I have forgotten to smile and be happy!
Now, I am in search of my "happywala" days!
And I hope they come soon!
While I am living through this so very bad and sad phase....
I have realized that BOOKS and MUSIC are my only companion's..!!!!
So as of now..Chetan Bhagat , Sidney Sheldon's and Mill's and Boon's are the most interesting and passionate stuff I am reading ( Typical Teenager) !!!
And ,
Well Music...its "AWESUMNESS"..!!!!!
My playlist is long...very lonnnng....
Nevertheless... Brayan Adam's , Ronan Keating , The Beatles, The Eagles and Bob Marley!!!!!!!
The happyness and calmness I get from music I dont think anyone or anybody could ever do that to me..!!
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