Little things you do for me..

Lately, there has been only this one particular person who has literally had the patience to be supportive , put the ‘broken me’  back and has calmed me down at the most miserable times ..

This post is for all the little things you have done that has mattered..

* By sending the ‘Big hug’ ({}) emoticon whenever I needed them..

*for hearing the unsaid..

*for making me feel maverick whenever I had lost  all hopes on myself..

*for asking me to remove my blue tic-tac just to tell me that my hair looked better when it was left open..:)

*for being there when I’ve wanted to talk to someone about life, love and being..

*for being stupidly confused and shy whenever I’ve found you stare at me..

*for making me feel lucky that I have one chivalour’s man in my life..

*for all the flirty talks and those blushes..

And most importantly for being MY strength…



    p.s : I lourvve yew ({})..
                                                                                                                                                                             
                           

Happyness ...:) :D

From the past two months...
I have learn't that happiness is one such thing which you must not depend on anyone else..
So...I make myself happy in any small way I can..It feels good..:)

Yesterday,
A person very close to me..edited a picture of mine..
I thought it was a very sweet gesture
Knowing how less patient that person is..the very attempt to sit and edict my picture for 3 long hour's..
Made me very happy ...
And after A long time I found myself feel special..!

Eeee...I am in "happyness"..!!!!!

Dear editor,
You rock..! Thank you so much :)

The edited picture..
 P.S:The caption is so very mee...:P :)

It's Magical...!!!

Today morning I was sitting in my room sipping a cup of coffee and simultaneously cleaning my bag..
While I was doing so,I felt myself remove an envelope ..!

What could be this envelope..??? I started to think.!
Trying to recollect
My mind says " Oh freak! Did you forget to give the most amusing card you picked for dad on Father's day..? "
My heart replies " No..No..!!  The card is given ! This envelope had a paper in it..It's a letter..:)
The Love Letter..!!!!

This love letter had all my sincere and pure feelings..for the one I love !
Two minutes later My mind to me to Last year's December..
I received the most special Love Letter...
It was not very long not the Goody goody , lovey dovey types!!!
It was funny and so very authentic..! 
Wat keep's it special is the innocence..and words just from the heart ..:)

Love Letter's convey the mysterious and the unexpected !
There is some magic..which excites you and makes you happy !
It has the power to evoke emotion's days and months after it was written.!

No one can resist receiving a Love Letter...I cant!!!
You tend to  flip out the seat in amazement.!!
You remove the letter out of the envelope so gently and you open each and every fold of the paper with so much curiosity filled within you..!

And Of-course !!!! The Blush on your face remains throughout and even afterward..(L.O.L I'm Blushing !!! )



The one's writing just pour out the feeling from their heart and pen them down..!
You need not "Fadu" or extraordinary language or draw hearts all over or make it pinky pink to make it look all beautiful.!
Sincere feelings that's all you need!

Love Letter's bring "happyness "..
I am glad..I was and I still am a part of this beautiful experience..
Trust me ! It's Magical..! ;)

Soo..Keep Loving..! Keep Writing !!! *Cheer's *

 

The Silly me..!

Yesterday my mum was watching me dance salsa on a shakira's "hips don't lie" :P
And she told me "Krishnaa there have been many things that have changed in you  but when you were a baby  your  passion and love for dance remains the same..and grows.." :)

Well..after this my mind forced me to think about my days while I was a child ..!

When I was small ( well although people think I still am :P ) . I had a world of my own..where I used to believe certain things which always weren't ethical but I wish some were according to my imagination or believes.!

* For me Shah Rukh khan and Maduri were the BEST MARRIED couple..!

*There is ONE BIG HOLE in earth where spaceships would go to space and enter earth back..!

*Every cat was called "TOM" , every rat "JERRY" and all dogs were named "TOMMY"..!!

* "Let it be " from Beatles and Bryan Adams "Summer's of '69" were the ONLY ENGLISH SONGS! And they were the Best..!

* When a girl and boy KISS the very next day they get a Baby..!

* Pillow's were ONLY  meant for hugging..!

* Actor's knew most of the "baap" steps and had "amazing" voices..hence which make them the BEST DANCER'S and BEST SINGER'S..!!!

* Clouds were the only one's who cried the LOUDEST and LONGEST..!!!

Well..All these thoughts made me "The silly me "..!!!
But childhood days were the best days of my life.!

p.s : The weather its freakishly awesomely romantic!!! .. Although the rain gets at me at times..!!
      Nevertheless, its a season for love..so..keep loving..! :)

Mother's :)

Today’s article is for someone who does not like the idea of blogging!
Nevertheless , I give that person one reason to like blogging!! “



She Loves me…She care’s for me..She shout’s at me..She supports me !!!
A lady who can multitask, from teaching me, to feeding me! From the Bold to the Beautiful!!!
A person who’s guiding me unconditionally from the past seventeen year’s of my life!
Someone who know’s me better than I know myself! I don’t tell but deep down my heart I know she is only my strength…!!! And I really mean it…

I have always told people around if you learn to deal with her…you can fight any battle , reason: not because she’s strict , she’s smart! And yeah, The sensible one!

To worrying about my health , medicines , education , clothes, thought’s , in short EVERYTHING!
She has never been my friend , But… she has always guided me and believed me in every step I take!
I like it that way… !


She is someone who I would never want to loose in any way…
She mean’s the world to me …..
She is hatke ;)
She is rocking ;)
She is my Mother….:)

My mother.....:)

So..Well…As today’s mother’s day…
“Happy Mother’s Day”..to all the mother’s who are special to their children …in there own ways!

Dear Ma,
Happy Mother’s day! I have made you card ( Its not from Archies “thandha ghe “..! :P )
I know today morning you were expecting me to wish you when Ajinkya called but..I had this article On you! For you!
Take care!
I am very proud to be your daughter!
Congo…now your Dr. Lata Shenava ( Completion of your Phd makes me proud )
Thanks for being there…
Love you…
Muahhh….:*

When nothing makes sense........

Haven't been blogging from sometime....*Apologies*
Just the horrible phase I'm going through! *cries*
Learning it the hard way...

I  don't know if I'm getting better or just used to the pain..

 Whatever,  It sucks to be alone, even when there are people all around you..!!!!




Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again.  So when life gets tough you can just play pretend.  I wanna go back to when Santa did exist.  When your daddy an brother  were  the only boys you ever kissed.  When Disney World was the best place to be.  When the only movies you could see were rated G.  When your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn't change...and your friends were the same.  And every time you were sad or you had a bad day.  You could just run to mum and it would all be okay.  I wanna go back to no hurt...and no pain...just laughter.  When everyone always lives happily ever after.




There are times, That I just feel so lost!

Thankfully work keep's me occupied !
But at the end....

You find your family member's annoying and irritating!

A cell-phone you never want to look at!
The social network site which never seemed boring as it feel's now!

The hatred and unnecessary fight's with the one's who care and love you..!!
Getting close to the one's you  once upon a time  tagged as "enemies or good for nothing creatures"..!!

I have forgotten to smile and be happy!
Now, I am in search of my "happywala" days!
And I hope they come soon!
While I am living through this so very bad and sad phase....
I have realized that BOOKS and MUSIC  are my only companion's..!!!!


So as of now..Chetan Bhagat , Sidney Sheldon's and Mill's  and Boon's are the most interesting and passionate stuff I am reading ( Typical Teenager) !!!

And ,

Well Music...its "AWESUMNESS"..!!!!!
My playlist is long...very lonnnng....

Nevertheless... Brayan Adam's , Ronan Keating , The Beatles, The Eagles  and Bob Marley!!!!!!!

The happyness and calmness I get from music I dont think anyone or anybody could ever do that to me..!!

I Love you...

My life..and my blog would be incomplete if I wouldn't mention this man who completes me.....
His eyes were to die for...He is " Oh! my god hot.."...!!!!!
Simply charming, makes me life amazing!!!!

April 4th 1979 was the birth date of the love  of my life..he's my man..!! ;)

Ricky Pointing and Brett Lee were two such Aussie's who were always a part of my so very long crush list~..
But oh! boy , this particular Aussie took my heart and soul....away..!!!

27th July 2007 was the first time I saw "10 Things I hate about you.. "
 The film..still even today remain's my favourite..
That night I dream't of being Julia Stiles...And I so wish it was true but Damn..I wasn't..!!!!

Earlier I thought I was infacuated...but no! I was so very wrong!
Another handsome in my crush list!

Started watching his film's...
I was completely moved by his performances in The Patriot , Monster's Ball and  Brokeback Mountain..

So he was an actor..a amazing one!

Now, it was A Lot Like Love..
Thanks to Cupid..!! I was deeply and madly in love with this actor.!!!


And then came 22nd January 2008, one of the most shattering days of m life!!!!
I so wish this day never existed....
The news told me he was no more!!!
I cried...:'(
Thought's within me..." He left me???? "
"Din't he know how much I Loved him??? "
I was BROKEN!!!!!!
No I din't want a sad ending...I had dream's of living together, Babies...and a lot more !
People thought I was silly...especially my friends...

Then came the movie Dark Night...I was totally in love with the joker!!!!!
People thought my love was a joke..it wasn't!!! :(

Mum saw the unhappy me..
According to her falling for a drug addict was madness !!!
But....When love is not madness its not love..I said...!

It was clear...
I LOVE HIM.....!!!!

I remember playing spin the bottle with my friends at a party..
I was asked "Ïf You and He were together on an island....all alone..
and he would asked you, when do u wanna do it..wat would you say? "
I said "I would tell him LETS DO IT NOW...without the c***** !!!!!

Okay..people may think I am silly mad foolish..etc etc etc...
I don't care...actually I do!
But...
I want the entire world ti know if there was ever love it was mine for him!!!!!
Well...there is lot more...I wish he was there! I miss him...A LOT..actually...
My dreams remain dreams only..:(

But a quote from the Alchemist says "And when you want something ; all the urniverse conspires in helping you to achieve it!!! "
So, I hope to get him someday and fullfill all my dreams with him!

To Health Ledger If ur listening,
For each day I love you more Today than yesterday and less than tomorrow....!!!
p.s  : I miss you...